I met a Na'vi August 15

I met a Na'vi. He's got beautiful sad blue eyes and a heart that carries too much.

He helped me to put back things into the right perspective, about myself and my life. I was dazzling next to him. The things he was saying were the things I was saying to other people, for example about me constantly enjoying hedonistic happiness.

The symbol he had tattooed on his chest was the symbol of my awakening.

I know that it doesn't always happen between two people simultaneously. Maybe for him, the whole being with me was different, maybe for his own pain / lack of confidence he could not see what I saw in him.

But for me, it was about meeting my own kind, sharing who I really am, being myself and being open about myself. It gave me back the hope of finding more people like me. I really need more people in my life who are aware, or awakened.

The last thing I told him, I said it to myself too. 'You are very special and you need to know it every second. You need to know who you are. And for this, you need to love yourself so much'. This message layered deep inside my understanding.

When we had sex it was like having sex with myself. His hair, his skin and his touch was so similar to mine. Very soft, gentle and caring just like I am. He was not afraid of showing his tenderness. It made me realise, that I am when I am in intimate situations. I told him that night 'I love you, I love your soul'. And I meant it with all me, my body, my soul, my aura. It was a very profound experience for me. I realised how much we don't say it to each other, because of what it means in the social, linguistic contest, it has a heavy weight when it should be so light, because the word, the meaning of it so bright.

I was really thankful to God for meeting him. On the whole, these few weeks were incredible for meeting with so many people, having those wonderful moments, including the holidays spent with my girl friend M. I'm very grateful that my paths crossed with these beautiful people. If my life was like this all the time, I would be the happiest person in the world.

'What are you feeling right now?' I asked him in the moment.

'Happiness' he replied. 'Your presence is very calming'. I know this, that's how people feel when I am myself, when I radiate this healing energy, when I'm being myself.

Thank you.
Thank you.
Thank you.